She is the moment that I long for

She is lurking in my brain

She is a way to stop the raging

And a way to ease my pain

She is waiting in the shadows

She is just beyond my sight

In the corner of my eye

She is blocking out the light

I am longing for her chill

I am longing to be had

She crawls within my veins

She creeps within my sad

She promises the moon

But she will drop me from the stars

She uses me like yesterday

And my soul will bear the scars

We share this dark sweet moment

When I cannot say no

I know that she will kill me

And yet I can’t let go

With her I can feel safe

Though she spikes my veins with sorrow

I couldn’t live without her

But I may not have tomorrow