You look around in wonder
How did I get here?
Hide your eyes from the glances of the others
Bitter judgement of the choices you made
In the name of love
Remember when he said forever
And you thought he meant happiness
Not the misery you lived
You think
It’s your fault
Because you couldn’t fix the myriad of pain he felt
He caused you
But your shame goes well
With your hospital gown
Falls open at the back but only exposes the blackness
Of his soul
You wonder if that sign above that door that reads Exit
Really is
Or is it just the doorway back to Hell?
Once you were strong
Once you believed in yourself
You look around in wonder
Where is she now?
